I feel the vibrations of everything around me. Sometimes I can feel it in my stomach when I hear someones voice. That potentially  growing hostility that grits my teeth glimmer shine in the moonlight.

I want to start a cult. I want to start a cult and be nice to my follower and they be nice back to me. I want to be in a group where we live a higher purpose and survive the end of the world when it comes. I am not talking about any kind of 2012 bullshit either. I am talking about aliens and the supernatural and everything in between.

I dont feel like myself when I write this but I do and I feel like it needs to be done.No one reads this anyways.

I feel dizzy now.

I feel like I need to stop, I have to stop.